damn...this is a new feeling that's so old..

remembering someone is so painful, then why do i keep those memories... hanging on to them as if anything's gonna happen.

erm.. is studying exciting or boring?

damn, it's here. kinda not fully prepared. did option revision for chem and phy today. and tried one math paper. not a lot of work for 2 days before exams. arrgh, hope to to some of biotech later. didn't realise it's needed this week. and think i'll leave stats to next weekend. gee, will have to do.

mugging can get a little dry at times. sprinted through half of bio today. wow can't believe it. wait, it's not half, it's less cuz there's another pile lying around. and i spent a couple of hours today filing all my bio stuff. 2 years of it. it's a lot of paper. no thanks to a mr chan who for some reason likes to include highly unnecessary stuff on top of our already heavy workload, stuff like history of genetics and how to prove that dna is really so powerful. ok, right now i'm hoping a lot of things are n.i.s. not in syllabus. according to the syllabus outline, there is substantially less than the notes given. but i guess knowing more, and in this case a lot more, helps. you know how people always say that when you're working and stuff, you'd rather be studying. well maybe, but right now..i don't know. to each his own. going to try to finish everything by wed so that i can start doing the papers. and hope ont to demoralise myself. jia you. mug till you're numb. and then mug more.